Death in the family

Yesterday at about 1:00 in the afternoon My great Grandmother Marie passed away. She died at the age of 96. She had been having a hard time for the last few days. the nurses at Rose Garden said that she only had about 48 hours. So everything is crazy right now planning the funeral and such.

On a brighter note ( im not really sure if it bright or not but it got my mind off my grandma ) but yesterday I went out with this guy, eric, again. We had fun. All we did was go out for coffee its the simple things like that that make me happy. At least he listened to me!

UGGG CANT HANDLE IT

I cant deal with almost anything anymore….

One of my best friends is Dying and she is only 20. She has some blood thing, which i dont understand any about.

But also my Great Grandma has been having a hard time and last night the doctors stand that she will most likely die with in 48 hours.

I dont think i can handle any more deaths.  If they both die with in this month that makes 4 people that i love who have died this year. Its very depressing.

And to top it all off my parents have been driving me up the walls. I am getting so frustrated with everything they do. I cant stand it anymore.

AND no one will leave me alone about who I like. Yeah I like someone but the whole world doesn’t need to know about it. Why do they care about who I like.

Hopefully there is some sort of hope in my future….but not likely!

OUT OF CONTROL!

So I am really excited BECAUSE I just got an A on my college Wrighting Project!

And I have nothing planned for the week end! YET ANOTHER BORING WEEKEND! oh yea I just can wait.;.

Every Once in a while  i get hit with reality. One of my very good Friends only has about a month to live. Shes been in and out of the hospital for the last two years and has finally said that she was done. Everyone knows when its their time to die and she knows hers. Even if that means shes leaving all of us here. We will all miss her very much.

If she passes away before the end of the year that will make three of my friends dying in the last year which is very depressing.

My Weekend

so friday night I went on a date with this guy names eric, he came over at about 9:00 and then we went to the mall we were going to see a movie but there wasn’t any that we wanted to see so we just walked around the mall. After the mall was about to close we left and we were going to go over to his sisters new house. so we were just going to go by it be there was a light on and we kinda just figured it was his sister becky so we pulled in to the drive way and so random guy came out. It was kinda weird and he was like oh yeah lisa should be back any minute he was just like oh were good and we left but lisa is the person who was suppost to be out of the house like last month so eric called his sister and was like there was some guy over at your house waiting for lisa to get there

Now i Kinda want to know what happened.

But anyways then we ended up going to a pool hall! which was really fun… I had forgotten how much fun pool was. But yeah

so on Saturday I had an appointment at noon so i went to that then I went to work at 4:00 when I got there It was fine me. When jack got there at 5:00 he just came over and laughed at me for no reason but other than that the night was pretty . On sunday I got up went to church. Came how. Hung out with Kara. Went home. Went and babysat. Then watched napoleon dynamite cause that was like the only thing on tv. So then i get on face book and i have two messages. One from eric say that he wanted to go out again, Im not exactly sure what im going to do about that, and the other was from  one of the ex boyfriends who said that he still loves me and all this other crrrrrrap! Not sure how im going to respond to that on either. UGGG

and now im going to go in to my boy complaint

Ok on why cant guys just say how they really feel! If they like some one what the worse that can really happen? most likely everything will turn out the way you want it to any ways

Two: dhafgdhfghsgafsha GRRRRRRRR.  some times thats all that can be said!

BREAK…WHAT BREAK

My thanksgiving break consisted of Work, work, and more work… but at least I had fun

So It all started Tuesday; I was not feeling that well so I crawled in to my bed and I guess I fell asleep because the next thing I knew the phone was ringing and it was Amybeth, One of my managers… She was like you are suppost to be at work and I was like really and she was like really. So I went in to work. While there I said something about not having school the next day and the store manager was like REALLY…wanna come in to work we have truck day (thats the day the truck comes in and we have to unload it and put everything away) So then I was like sure why not. So i left work at about 10:30 and went home.

Wednesday I went in to work at 10:00 and worked until 6:30. Then I went home and ended up getting a call from my neighbor… she wanted to know if I could baby sit that night because her and her husband wanted to go to Mon

Thursday I worked from 10:00 to 6:30 Again… Every one that came in was like “oh it really sucks you have to work on thanksgiving” but I was like its ok ( but only because Every one had to work on holiday so it was either Thanksgiving, Christmas, or new years) Anywho; I got to work with Seth who is one of the FUNNIEST people in the world. We have so much fun when we work together! but we also get yelled at alot…well not me mostly him! But Ryan was the manager and for the past week or so he has realized how easily it is to scare me.

Ok so I was standing there and All of a sudden I got hit with a box that had a pair of slippers in it…so I was like RYAN because I  knew it was him And I turned around and I didn’t see him so I stood there for a minute and nothing happened so I picked up the slippers and started to walk to where they are so I could put them away and all of a sudden Ryan JUMPS out in front of me going RAWR and Scares me half to death I was like AHHHHHHHH. He just started laughing hysterically I was like WHAT THE HECK

So after that the night was pretty uneventful! I went Home and every one was over at my Grandparents house for dinner. I don’t even remember what I had for dinner. I went down stairs and watched a movie; I don’t even remember which movie it was…  I also made some FRUIT DIP….I LOVE FRUIT DIP

So on Black Friday I had to go into work at 3:00 and I left at 11:00. I walked upstairs and my dad was just walking in the door with bags and stuff. I guess my parents had been out shopping that morning. But yeah that’s cool I guess.  At work we where having an all day potluck so I ran over to Meijer and picked up some fruit to go with the Fruit dip I made the night before! So I went home and put it all together and brought it so work. I walked in and Jack was like “What are you doing here so soon” and I was like oh shut up. So I dropped off the food and went home just to turn around and return. I went back at 3:00 and I walked into the break room and JACK goes there are seeds In your GRAPES…OPPS I accidently grabbed the wrong kind oh well. With the few hours of me not being there all my fruit dip was gone…UGGG

So then later I was about to walk in to the stock room and I guess Ryan and Jack were talking about me and Ryan told him to scare me. So I had just opened the door and I see jack coming towards me. I thought I was going to have a heart attack. I was so scared! Ugg… so then yeah later I was talking to Eric and he had put something behind my register and was like keep these here for me I’ll get them later. So I was like what are they and he was like nuts… so I looked at him and he was like not those cashews! And I just looked at him. He turned around and I laughed and He goes that’s a little below the belt and I was like Well apparently not. I didn’t even mean to say it. It kinda just came out! OPPS…so later we were counting our drawers down and I just kept laughing from it and Ryan was like you have issues. But what was funny is that Ryan was supposed to pick something up for his girlfriend before he went home and he forgot. SO he called her and was like Im going out with jack for a few hours and she got mad at him. So we were leaving work and jack had to pick up Ryan because ryans car broke down and as we were walking out jack gave me a funny look to next time I see him I have to yell at him.

So that was my Friday night.

SATURDAY I didn’t have to work but my mom wanted me to go to my grandparent house to see my cousins because I hadn’t seen them yet and they were leaving Sunday! So I went over there like ALL DAY! I got home at round 9:30 I think so I just went to bed I was tired!

On Sunday me and my family went to church after church I went with my grandma. We went out to eat and then went to her house!

Then I realized that I needed to work on my college writing paper! So I worked on that pretty much the rest of the day…

After that “BREAK” I need a Break!